So inlove back then - Super inlove now

21 days before OUR much-awaited big day. As I reminisce, I suddenly remember my first ever note for him in Facebook. Luckily and with God's blessings, we are getting stronger. Together, we learn, mature and enjoy everything. He told me last night, "Before we reach our dreams for one another, we should chase our individual dreams first, for it will be US for the rest of our days." Let me share with you how I felt during our first month together:

To Froi-glet:

In as much as I hate remembering my dream as a musician, I never thought that I would be writing again like this. It never occurred to me that one day, I’d dedicate my handwriting to someone who was once a stranger to me. Writing is one of the many frustrations I have, it is never friendly nor good to me, for the fact that I don’t know how to compose words beautiful enough to say. But as far as I know, one of the best ways of expression is through literature. Composing a song has been an option but it would take much time and effort. It will also mean that I have to sing it for you. That would be a job for a singer, not for a musician. And I don’t like the thought of humiliating this day. In short, I am not a singer. So I thought of writing. I may not pick up the right words to say, but surely you can tell how important you are to me that it triggers the curls of my brain to struggle to the best of my ability to say everything I hardly express.

Dear you, it has been a happy one month since you shared your smile with me. You are very consistent and you still reach for excellence for the subject “Make Jam Happy.” You always took me by surprise though I really don’t like surprises. LOL. I didn’t even know that someone as understanding as you would be alive. Or would even exist. You seem to not know the existence of the word NO because you always say YES to me without even bothering to hear any explanation, because you already understood. That’s so cool. You are so cool. You always think that I’m lovely and pretty. Tell me, what kind of eyes do you have? If not for you, I would still be clinging to the back of the door, scared for what’s been waiting for me. I would not know the feeling of being very confident for the first time. It’s like saying in the morning, “Wake up and let’s go!” without the need of looking in the mirror first. How good does that sound?

Up to this point, I still wonder how in the world God knew what I was looking for. I didn’t ask him anything, but you came. I wish I could share you in some little ways to the other girls, but that can’t be! And maybe, I am just this lucky. But somewhere in this happiness, I ask, ‘how long this would last?’ Well, the hell I care :)

To the deepest of my breath, to the tangles of my hair, to the veins of my heart, thank you.

P.S.

I love you

(big time!)


Xoxo,
Frog

Happy love friends! ♥

With open arms, October

photo from google images

                I’m back to writing! 

How’s everyone’s weekend btw? Me? I took time to rest my body because come Monday, I’ll be facing new challenges at work! I have to break a leg, so they say. Haha! I did the usual stuff: Ate meals with my family, dated my guy, asked about my friends and relaxxxed! How I love weekends! And because of too much relaxation, I lost track of my schedule and wasn’t able to write another blog. So here it is. :)

Today is the 3^rd day of the tenth month of 2011. I welcome October with embrace and I thank you September for such a wonderful month. Any guess why?! October is my 4^th month at work. I remember 5 to 6 months ago my struggles to find my first job. Right now, I am thankful of how smooth my life is going through. I am happy with my work especially when I went beyond my sales quota. ACHIEVEMENT! I just wish that there are no boring times and lazy moments and more motivation. Well, I still find those as factors for a balanced work, reminding me to slow down if I am stress, to reflect if I am doing everything right and as told, to keep pace of my activities. Nevertheless, I’ll keep my spirit so as not to disappoint God, my family and myself for the most part, take advantage of my earnings now because next year, I have to get serious and start saving for my future. If there is any, hahaha! You see, my point here is there will come a time that you have to get yourself out from the seriousness of life and just have fun because there’s a timing for that, for everything. Just make sure you know how and when to straighten up and proceed with the hard work.

October also is just a month away from my guy and I’s anniversary – our first year together. How fast time flies. It was only then when I look back that I realized I don’t want to be in a relationship before, after my last heartbreak, that I’ll just go and wait till the right one comes and let magic do all the work. It has been a tough decision to commit yourself when in fact you can just fool around with the opposite sex. C’mon, we’re young! But you have to admit that at this age of our life we tend to look forward and worry about our future, especially in finding the husband-to be who we will share all our life with. Yes, you can have all sorts of guys, date and go out with them yet at the end of the day, you will still long for that one man to whom you can rest your head with, share true and lovely kisses and be a kid at the same time feeling like a grown-up woman. True? Life is just full of surprises. Here I am now, inlove and happy without the slightest bit of fairytale in our story - just one true love. You will find yours too, don’t ya worry. *Wink

Happy birthday to all my friends who will celebrate their birthdays this month! Oh yeah! They’re a bunch of keepers. If people were gifts, I am so blessed! And my Multiply account http://jamisjamming.multiply.com/ will be 3 years old this month! Yey! So what now? Make the most out of your October and make sure to take pictures of your special moments with the special people in your life. Happy 10^th month everybody!!! :)


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